안녕하세요 저는 Ivan~

痛！！！

2011-10-25T19:23:00.002+08:00

我的背部真的很痛，很痛，快哭了。。。

胆子

2010-12-21T14:29:00.000+08:00

i hav already giv my best...a very Best tat i can do..
我已经尽了我的权利。。我能做到最好的。。

just hope tat i can get wat i wish...
希望可以得到我想要的。。

I m not a guy who good in managing relationship stuffs...
我不是一个很会处理感情事件的男生。。

but...i wil try my Best to protect u and do wat i suppose to do...
但，我会尽我的权利，做到最好，来保护你，还有做我应该做的事。。

Meteor

2010-12-15T03:48:00.000+08:00

Yeepiee..Feel so excited after i saw Meteor falled down from sky..nt very clear but stil..Happy...^^

Make a wish for myself and friends...

Yeeee..Hope i can pass my Business Ethics Exam la....^^

Hope my dream wil come true..XD

Muahahahahaha~>.<

Hope...

2010-12-03T16:20:00.000+08:00

Really Hope that i wont miss that...

HOPE that i wont miss every moments...

Thus,I need HOPE....HOPE

不行了

2010-12-01T04:52:00.000+08:00

我真得快支持不住了，很辛苦，很痛苦。。。心好疼。。。

lost my way

2010-11-28T17:23:00.001+08:00

I had never been such emo or suffer b4...

but dis is wat i feel right now...

i dunno wat happen to myself....mayb because i m already 21st?

or mayb is time for me to really consider abt "IT"?

Please....Lord...Please Guide Me...

PLEASE!!!!!

说

2010-11-27T13:41:00.002+08:00

我说，想说却说不出口

我说，想说却不能说

我说，很想说但不能说

我说，说了也是不可能的

我问，我该怎么办？？？

How ler???

2010-11-27T05:32:00.000+08:00

Always think and think and..THINK..

Hope for it..but i guess it's impossible...

Ya...might be impossible...T.T

How ler???

Tell or Not Tell???

Wuuuu~

Pain

2010-09-10T21:21:00.001+08:00

I Wanna Cry Out As Long As Possible

Feel Pain on my Chest

Feel Pain in my Heard

I FEEL PAIN!!!!!

Sad

2010-08-08T02:28:00.000+08:00

Why i m so careless???

why???

the whole paper was so easy...

i got confidence to do it....

but WHY???

WHY everytime must got careless mistake???

Feel like giving up~seriously...

i never be so sad and dissapointed before~but this time i m serious~

WHAT'S THE POINTS i study like hell for whole weak???

STUDY also Fail..No Study oso Fail!!!

Really Dissapointed about myself~Hopeless towards myself!!!

I AM SAD!!!

And Feel like Crying....

A post by someone~(not me)

2010-07-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

By Ng Min Xi

I would like to think of our alma mater as our guardian, our educators as parents if you will. Strict, patient, never forceful, ever trusting and most importantly, guiding us to better ourselves.

What started out as an assignment to inform J-on readers about the various parking issues surrounding UTAR has lead to this commentary. As student journalists, we learned that getting a source to be interviewed can sometimes be complicated.

People will give ridiculous reasons to reject an interview. But more often not, rationality is dominant and we get to proceed with our work.

So when I approached UTAR’s Department of Student Affairs (DSA) to ask some general questions about the parking system in UTAR, I could not comprehend that I was turned down.

But it got me thinking, why would the officer decline answering simple questions like the total number of parking bays inside the campus. Anyone could just go around counting it but it would be convenient for everyone if I was just told the answer.

Was it because he did not know? Was it classified information of ISA level? Or maybe it would lead to some deep conspiracy that will finally be the downfall of UTAR. None seemed plausible to me.

What made the whole thing more absurd was that I was giving the DSA a voice. Maybe it’s just me but I think it would be better for everyone if the systems under the university be kept under transparency.

I did found out from other sources that a second balloting will be held if the spaces given out during the first balloting have not been claimed. Apparently there’s also a special parking sticker for the night.

Now there’s even a rumour going around that students will not be able to park at the land outside East Gate for long because the owner is claiming it back. Of course this is unconfirmed.

Putting digression aside, the behavior shown by the office is actually a culture here. The reason why I was denied an interview was simply because UTAR does not trust its students.

Forgive the anonymity surrounding the next few sentences.

A camp held by some students was denied having the flying fox because it was claimed to be too dangerous, when in fact it is so common everywhere else.

When was the last time you heard a similar case of the university stopping a project for absurd reasons?

Layers of bureaucracy hinder students from pursuing their interests. The fear of having to take responsibility for the students deters the staff from breaking boundaries. The distrust among the university and the students affirm the belief that this is the only way.

But can we blame the office? Not when students are liars, students are selfish, students will manipulate others to make it through the day, students will not take responsibility, and students are failures. Is that what they think of us?

If you nodded your head, I lose hope. If you shook it, then I believe that you want things to change.

It is poignant when more trust is being placed to me in the outside world than in my own school.

One of UTAR’s goals and I quote, is to maintain a strong undergraduate programme, which encourages the intellectual and personal development of students and responses to professional and community needs.

They key here is community needs. When I asked about UTAR’s parking system, I was thinking of the UTAR community, J-on is not an unfair advocate to students. If there is nothing to hide then hide nothing.

I just hope that the time will come when it becomes a culture for the university to trust its students.

Until then, we’ll do our best, even if our guardians don’t trust us.

Addicted~

2010-03-07T03:53:00.000+08:00

Well..there's a kind of virus which influence me all the times....

hard to believe..but i m addicted to korean songs..haha..

addicted to korean style,korean gals n even guy..(note:i m nt gay)..haha..jus like their style and fashion..^^

i got dis stupid desease from my fellow singapore cousin~especially from Shaun Cheng!!!haha..paiseh..

bt korean's songs really freaking nice n hot...and dis is y i love Korea...haha....Hope can go to Korea one day..^^

Countdown

2010-01-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

5days to go for final exam...

11days to go to finish final exam..

12days to go to back HOMETOWN>>>MALACCA!!!

Hossana!!!

2010-01-26T10:33:00.002+08:00

STRESS~

2010-01-24T19:00:00.001+08:00

I am goin to CRAZY already!!!!!!!!

I am super STRESS!!!!!!

I WAN TO CRY!!!!!!!!!

This is Why I am PROUD to be UTARIAN!!!!

2010-01-15T23:01:00.005+08:00

Stupid concept by MALAY!!!!

2010-01-08T19:14:00.002+08:00

well...i m mad abt Malaysia government and our fellow muslim ppl in dis country...

court had been approve other religions for using "Allah" dis word...

so pls respect the court's decisions...

well...in dictionary,Allah means God..

but it can be use for every religions...

but those Malays claims that Allah can oli be use to represent Islam God...wtf???

pls..there's no right for u all to stop other religions than using Allah dis word..

this is nt ur word..but are everyones's word in this world..

so please,it is shame for u all...super shame n lame...

Allah = God...('Allah' ruling opposed)...what a fucking concept???

2010-01-08T19:11:00.000+08:00

(The Straits Times) - MUSLIM groups in Malaysia have voiced opposition to a court ruling allowing a Catholic paper the right to use the word 'Allah", and said on Saturday they plan to demonstrate.
Malaysia's high court ruled on Thursday that the Herald weekly had the right to use the word 'Allah' after a long-running dispute between the government and the paper in the Muslim-majority nation.

The Herald has been using the word 'Allah' as a translation for 'God' in its Malay-language section, but the government argued 'Allah' should be used only by Muslims. The court ruled the Catholic paper had the 'constitutional right' to use the word 'Allah', declaring the government's ban on the word 'illegal, null and void'. Government lawyers have not yet decided whether to appeal.

Muslim groups have opposed the ruling. 'The court decision is not right and we are planning to hold a major demonstration to protest this,' Syed Hassan Syed Ali, secretary general of Malay rights group Pribumi Perkasa told AFP. He and 50 other Malay activists held a small protest over the ruling outside a central mosque Friday.

'We fear that the court victory will mean that Christian missionaries will now use the word, confusing (the identity of) Muslims and undermining religious harmony,' he said.

Federation of Malay Students' Association advisor Reezal Merican said although the court decision had to be respected, the government needed to appeal it. 'We want to live in peace with all religions here but the word Allah has traditionally in Malaysia been used to represent the Muslim God, which is different from Christianity, and this must be addressed,' he told AFP.

Northern Perak state mufti Harussani Zakaria was also critical of the verdict, calling it 'an insult to Muslims in this country,' according to the influential Malay-language Utusan Malaysia newspaper.

What Shud i say???

2009-12-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

不知该怎么开口，就算在一起，我也没办法开口，我已经没办法说话了。。。想说话。。。但也没话题了。。。已经不知道该和你说些什么了。。

因为，伤口太深了。。。

>NEW<

2009-12-12T19:10:00.000+08:00

从今天开始，新的我将会出现~~~~~~久的会永远消失~~~~加油吧~~~~(^.^)

生活

2009-12-12T11:48:00.000+08:00

人，总会有不一样的生活。人，会一直尝试不一样的生活方式。人，会因为一些小事情而然自己痛苦，哭泣，悲哀，伤感既不开心。

人，会因为某些事情，就算是小小的事情，获得更多姿多彩，开心，高兴，和愉快。

人，是个非常奥妙的动物`，他/她可以不顾一切，取凭着他/她所想要的东西，不过，他/她可以得更定得到吗？？？

不。。。就算他/她拼命的追得他想要的东西，但也有可能他/她所做的一切，只是白费的。。。

当一个人不被理会的时候，他/她会觉得很孤单，很寂寞，很情绪感，很伤心，甚至会觉得没人要他/她，觉得自己很没用，不过，当他/她有那种想法是，有人会去关心他/她吗？当他需要某个人的支持时，她又会知道吗？

活得开心，自然而然，自己也会很开心。。。

ivan lim

thx alot.....

2009-12-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

Thx alot...Really thx alot..thx for ur guideness..i noe wat to do already....

Caring~~

2009-12-11T12:24:00.000+08:00

well...drop by here to leave my feelings....leave wat i felt...
Caring is very important...important to me...important to u...important to he...important to she...important to they...important to veryone of US...
nw oli realised that they are stil many of them who care abt me...ya..now oli realise that...b4 that...i thought my frenz becoming lesser n lesser...i tot i becoming lonely n lonely..mayb was because of my attitude...stupid behavior...bt nw...act i m nt....
There's one story i heard from one of my fren..he claimed tat he was lonely or feel wat i mentioned jus nw...bt he told us tat nt to think negatively..we must think with a positive way...He's right...i m totally agree wif him...coz those negative thinking insulted my mind for quiet a long time already,i m nt happy as wat u look at me nw..i smiling..but inside is full of sadness n stress.....i m truly thx for his testimonia...his life story..because of him..i m awake from dis dream...because of him..i m able to get out from the DARK place inside my heart...Btw..Thx to all brothes n sisters...I m really very very happy...den nw i shud kick away those Negative thinkings...to make myself more happier....

non-stop

2009-12-10T18:30:00.001+08:00

assignment.....exam.....assignment....exam....exam...exam...assignment..assigntment...assignment.............................EXAM AGAIN!!!!!...=.=lll

如果我变成回忆。。。

2009-12-10T15:37:00.000+08:00

如果有一天，我走了。。。

如果有一天，我离开了。。。

如果有一天，我不见了。。。

如果有一天，你们再也看不到我了。。。

如果。。。一切只有如果。。。

如果有一天，我变成了回忆。。。

暗示。。。haizzzz

2009-11-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

听见星星叹息
用寂寞的语气
告诉不眠的云
是否放弃日夜追寻风的动静
心事不停累积
变成脸颊的泪滴
你始终没留意
我特别在乎你
你却像风一样
左顾右盼而行

全世界只有你不懂我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅笑容里
难道你没发现我渴望讯息
我应该如何让你知道我爱你
连星星都知道我心中秘密
今夜在你窗前下的一场雨
是我暗示你我有多麽委屈

给我的朋友们。。。

2009-11-06T02:33:00.000+08:00

我，IvanLim ，如果对你们做错什么事，说错什么话。。。在此说声对不起，请你们原谅，请你们包含。。。其请求你们的宽恕。。。请求你们的原谅。。。

Birthday wish~~

2009-10-30T13:46:00.002+08:00

看着我的朋友一个一个的生日。。。感觉到很羡慕（有时都不知道该开心还是伤心）。。。看着他们有蛋糕。。。看着他们有人为他们唱生日歌。。。看着他们得到礼物。。。看着他们有人说“祝你生日快乐”。。。真的。。真的。。。看了这些情景后。。。才想到。。我好像好久没得到生日礼物了。。真得好久。。。每次都是我帮他们庆祝。。。也许是因为我的生日每次都在考试的时候吧。。。所以每个人都忙着预备考试。。都忘了和我庆祝。。我真得好希望有一个蛋糕。。。真的。。。我只想要有一个蛋糕。。。。只要有一个简简单单蛋糕就可以了。。。就心满意足了。。。因为我真得好久好久没有蛋糕了。。。

End of 2nd week classes..

2009-10-30T13:37:00.000+08:00

第二个星期也完了。。。assignment 和 presentation 和 exam 也慢慢的接近了。。不知该怎么办。。。我到现在还没有哪个心情去读书。。。怎么办？？？

星期六的 activities..^^

2009-10-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

哈哈。。昨天很朋友们去到old town打badminton。。。不错也。。和他们还打得蛮开心的。。。尤其是soohin...他真的很高笑。。。还我笑个不停。。。
不过我的技术退步了。。。没关系。。。还有很多练球的时间。。。哈哈哈哈。。

过后和他们一起去吃晚餐。。。（kfc)....haha...we talk n laugh alots while we having our meal...
afterthat went to tesco buy some stuffs...

lolx...dunno wat to talk abt anymore....^^

Please Forgive Me...

2009-10-23T03:15:00.001+08:00

SORRY!!!!!
i would like to apologize to u if i had made u unhappy n angry..SORRY...
act i m jus joking abt that oli...really...
n once i saw ur pm..omg...really..really...u make me very very scare n chuak n shock（我真的被你吓到脚都软了，真的！！！！！）...so really sorry...pls forgive me...i noe i was wrong already...if u din angry..i will stil apologize to u for my stupidness in making jokes...SORRY，对不起，MINTA　ＭＡＡＦ，désolé，죄송합니다，残念に思う，perdón，spiacente.......pls dun angry k，不要生气了，好吗？？？

First Week of Year1Sem2 in Utar=.="

2009-10-23T03:07:00.000+08:00

19/10/2009

ok well...2day was my 1st day of sch reopen...well..i had my Writing for Business class..omg...it was so boring...it jus like english lesson...it tought us abt writing for business...wif essay format....haiz...n d lecture also.........swt..=.="

20/10/2009

2nd day...attend my Management studies class....errmmm...quiet inetresting fir dis subject..bt there's alot of stuff hav to memorise...nvm la..memorise oli mah...(act i m super weak in memorising @.@)my lectural is a chinese gal...she's quiet young...wif medium long-hair...haha...dunno wat to talk abt 2day...

21/10/2009

Dis is d worse day i had nv face b4...pukima....i got to know tat i hav to drop 1 subject dis sem...omg..dis is super big big big shock for me..i dun wish to drop 1 subject act...arghhh..y???utar nv say b4 de leh...Y???haizz....n dis makes me felt confusing abt which subject i shud drop...stil thinking n thinking...n i come out no idea...sad nia...

22/10/2009

well...had my webpage design class wif Mr.Edwin..He is a very good lectural..he is my academic advisor too...ermm..he got a lots of knowledge in computer n webpage design..dis subject is very interesting..nice to learn...bt i felt damn tired 2day...mayb nt enough sleep gua...(act the way he teach oso abit boring,hehe)..bt nvm...come on..keep on it...STUDY!!!!!afterthat..Sosiology...i dunno wat subject is dis...bt i noe tat is abt talk..i dun even noe wat d lecture is talking abt..he use 1 hours plus to talk abt something ntg relate...(mayb la)..den he use abt 45 minutes to teach us..haizz....i m stil wondering that did i attend his class 2day???(hehe..coz i keep on talking nia)..^^

Back To Kampar....

2009-10-19T12:03:00.000+08:00

well..quiet a long time i didn't update my blog...hard to believe tat i will update it at kampar...
new semester gonna start soon..bt i m stil feel lazy as well...hehe...once reached here..clean my room...chat wif housemate....haha..den falled as sleep at 7pm till 11pm...ya...i m tired like hell last night...
i feel ntg when back to kampar....ntg....nvm...new semester...new life...new subject...new frenz...new lecture...new tutor...mayb new environment..hehe...

ok...fight for studies......gogogo.....

RESULT???

2009-10-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

wat shud i do nw???
wat shud i do NOW????
can somebody guide me????
once i got my result...i almost faint...n i mean it....FAINT!!!!
i dun understand...really dun understand...i fighted for it..i knew my result wont be like tat....i KNEW it!!!!
bt..how come???
mayb i really dun hav the talent in studies...yes..dun hav...

i...i...i....

really DONT NOE WAT SHUD I DO NOW!!!!!!

I HATE MYSELF!!!

No Car No Life..=.="

2009-10-08T12:26:00.000+08:00

wat the....
i had send my car for services n repaint my car for more den 10 days already....
until now haven get ack my car..omg...i hav to stay at home in d afternoon n wait for my fren to come n fetch me out at night....walao eh....
d most jialat 1 is afternoon...it is so unconvenient without a car....meet a fren oso cannot..nid to call ppl fetch..
"luckly they willing to fetch me la...haha...wat to do...fren ma...hehe"
i tot i can go ARENA dis sunday bt....
真是闷到要死。。。以前有车的时候每次去打野战。。。野战！！！！

糟糕的一天

2009-09-30T00:31:00.000+08:00

不知肚子发生了什么事。。害得我昨晚没办法睡觉。。。妈的！！！
早上起来就冲着厕所去。。。泄肚子。。。呕吐。。。
泄啊泄。。吐啊吐。。。过后又泄。。。都数不清我到地上了多少次的厕所。。。
过后又发烧。。发冷。。。一冷一热。。。好痛苦啊！！！
医生说是我吃错东西。。。有可能是食物中毒。。。还说幸亏及时看医生。。要不然的话就得进医院了。。。天啊！！！害得我全身都没力了。。。

到地几时才会好呢？？？
很痛苦啊！！！

回家了

2009-09-28T14:36:00.000+08:00

等一下就要回家了，但，并没感觉到兴奋或是开心，真的不知道自己发生了什么事。。。

但不要紧啦，至少不会一个人呆在这里。。。不然会闷死的。。。

dunno wat i shud talk abt...my mind was so empty....haiz....

HAIZZZZ....~~~

Drive to Penang...

2009-09-26T19:17:00.002+08:00

well...i was so suprise that i would at Penang..i nv think that i will at Penang now...Never...

but...pls dun thx me for sending u You back ur Hometown...

I m jus do wat i need to do....

n i think i shud send u back...

i dunno y...

mayb i dun wan to see ur disappointed face...

i noe that u r sad when u noe tat u cant back...

but..i told u b4...i will sent to back ur Hometown no matter how...

i dun wish to let u feel disappointment...i dun wish tat u r sad...

i noe that u r very happy when u reach here n meet ur best fren...

as long as u happy..i m happy...

i am d 1 who shud say sorry coz i cant fetch u back in time...

coz of me,ur fren get scolded...coz of me..u had ur dinner late..

SORRY...

no matter how...i m here............................

Hurray!!!!

2009-09-19T02:40:00.000+08:00

ok...finally...finally...n really finally....HURRAY!!!!! SEE YOU COMPUTER STUDIES!!!!!!

ok...left final paper...final war...ACCOUNTING!!!!

wow...feel nice when almost holiday ady....

yeepeeee^^...

ok....after finish CS exam..i went to have my dinner with my frens at Ipoh..>.<

seems like crazy huh???

purposely drive from kampar to ipoh..Jus for DINNER!!!

haha...wat to do...kampar ntg to eat le..so mus try sumthing new...

haha....ok...jus haha...HAPPY!!!!

WUUUUU~~~~~~YEAH~~~~!!!!

Exam~~~yeah...

2009-09-14T17:06:00.000+08:00

HoHoHoHo.....Finally...

1st test...Public Speaking....2nd test.....Math for Buseness n Social Science...

3rd...yeah...English Language...

YEAH!!!

Finish 3 exam ady...so happy...nw left 3 more subjects....

TIme to CONCENTRATE in ECONOMIC!!!(4th test)

4th war in UTAR!!!

ROAR!!!!!@.@

>,<

2009-09-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

Haloooooo......

GOOD MORNING......^.^

What a horrible weeks!!!

2009-09-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

EXAM EXAM EXAM!!!!!!!

FINAL FINAL FINAL!!!!!!!

How am i goin to study in dis few weeks....omg....

i feel the pressure....i feel d stress....i feel the tired....i feel my head is goin to explore(Headache everyday)....

HOW???

If i cant get good results or Pass all...

I m goin to quit my studies...Quit from UTAR....Quit FROM EVERTHING!!!!!

Although i wish so....

PLS SAVE ME....

UTAR => University tak ada rehat???

2009-09-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

what the hell....woke up early in the morning...
sit in front of PC...surve into UTAR website...
but for WHAT???

PUI...i woke up at 7.30am jus to arrange my nx semerster timetable...what the hell...i can't login till 3.30pm...
wah lao ehh....
super tired.....
y utar dun wan set d timetable 4 us???sad man....

memang university tak ada rehat...even national's day oso have to do all this stupid stuffs!!!

can't give me a peaceful day???

思恋

2009-08-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

回来是否是个错误吗？

我并不想回来这里，真的不想，一点也不想。。。

不知道为什么。。。总之就是不想回来。。。

也许是因为家乡太远的关系吧...

但也许里有其原因吧。。。

总之就是不想回来。。。

也许是因为看不到你。。。

也许不想和你离得那么远。。。

我只知道我好想你。。。

真的好想你。。。

Arghhhh!!!!

2009-08-26T17:48:00.000+08:00

Arghhhh!!!!

wan back hometown this week o nt???

or nx week???

super confusing man.....

if this week stay here....i will be alone..

if nx week stay here....i will be alone too!!!

woalao ehhh!!!!!

^.^

2009-08-26T17:25:00.000+08:00

dunno what to update....so jus post some pics la....^.^

nice right???

PUKIMA!!!!

2009-08-26T17:17:00.000+08:00

ok well....again...update my blog again...this time....i m gonna scold ppl!!!

guys n girls!!!

remember this....see carefully!!!

Pukima...ehhh brother ke,uncle ke, mak cik ke,pak cik ke,police ke...

pls la...jika mau belok...tolong la buka signal....jika tidak....akan mengakibatkan accident faham???

aku masih tak mau mati ataupun masuk penjara...

sebab aku masih ada banyak hal belum selesai....

and i m stil virgin la fucker!!!!

damn u PUKIMA!!!!

NAH!!!!!

.....0O0.....

希望你总在我身旁

2009-08-17T13:25:00.000+08:00

我从不相信自己,也无法面对现实,当生命失去了光,我就失去了方向,前路依然很模糊,要挣脱许多束缚,你让我依靠,让我坚强,你守护在我身旁,每当我需要依靠你,你一定会在这里,有你的地方就有阳光,你总会在我身旁,当我还不够坚强,推翻命运的围墙,你还是和我在一起,给我无限的勇气,路依然走得困难,当我变成了负担,你依然把我紧紧拉着,我就是最幸福的,每当我需要依靠你,你一定会在这里,有你的地方就有阳光,你总会在我身旁,每当我需要依靠你,你一定会在这里,有你的地方, 就有阳光,你总会在我身旁,我需要依靠你,你就在这里有你的地方, 就有阳光,你总会在我身旁.

loser...useless...

2009-08-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

once again...i drop by here n update my blog...
i feel lonely,although looks like i hav alots of frens...bt act i feel lonely...
i lost confident towards myself,i hav no way to go...i falled into a darknest place..no one can hear me,no one can see me,no one can help me,no 1 can save me,coz i can;t even help myself....
i feel like a knife is cutting my heart in smaller peices,into a very smaller pieces,i feel the pain,really pain,and hurt..but wat can i do???
simple presentation oso can't do well...bcoz of me...whole presentation was spoiled,bcoz of me...YOUR marks was deducted...all is bcoz of me...
i felt useless....even a very very simple ........ oso hard to speak out....
wat m i doin...y i came to utar...WHY???
i m a loser...a useless....sometimes feel like wan to cry....it is hurt....damn hurt.....

Raining day...

2009-08-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

feel comfortable 2day...

feel cold 2day...

feel nice 2day...

but...feel not comfortable inside my heart....

i was wonder what was happen....

i feel lonely...really lonely...

whole house jus left me oli...

no1 is in dis house....

all back hometown....haiz....

Mr.lonely...

PLEASE...IT"S ENOUGH + i m so sorry....(Dissapointed)

2009-08-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

Assignment,assignment and again..Assignment....what the hell!!!!

Presentation,presentation and again..Presentation....what the hell too!!!!

that's enough....very very tired....

well...jus over my mid-term n assignments...
nw left 2more presentations....

jus over the Public Speaking Presentation...omg...i m totally dissapointed for what i did.....really dissapointed...felt like wan to cry that time....WORSE!!!!The WORSE thing i had done b4!!!!
Shirley : nt ur fault for nt doing well for the presentation...u did very well....dun worry....dun feel sad for that...i m the one who spoil the presentation....because of me...we can't play the last video....because of me...we can't end it nicely....Mei Cheng,Huey Shan,Mak...i m sorry...is all my fault....@.@

Penang

2009-08-15T19:12:00.000+08:00

A very very long time didn't update my block ady,i gues it was abt 3weeks.Well,i went to penang at 24th of july..which was on 2months.WOW...McD was damn nice...This food was my 1st choice to eat once reached Penang...

For the nx day,miss Shirley brought me went to ate the Penang most popular and delicious food in the morning which is curry mee...erm...consider nt bad...nice also...haha...After breakfast,we went to kek lok si...a very big n nice temple...but it was very hot that day...can't imagine there's fire burning on my body...opps...

(Shirley @ Me)

2nd day at Penang...went out with my cousins....they brought me went to climb hill at U park...errr..tiring...but,i like it...i love adventure...wow...feel happy after reach top of the hill...hehe...act the neding is until the half of the mountain oli...^^

(Penang's view at night)

They brought me went for dinner at Jelutong...penang char kuey tiaw...penang laksa...penang hokkien mee...oyster...n alots....can't remember that much...i m still can't 4get the taste of Penang Char kuey Tiaw...i love it...yummy....

Last day at Penang:Cousins brought me for breakfast near Jelutong too...DIM SUM!!!wow....very very delicious....we ate alots too....i also can't remember wat i ate d...And...Very cheap too..haha!!!!

Again...McD again b4 we came back from Penang...hihi...

(she wish to eat everything include my part) (A scenary that can't 4get)

Gai Gai and Mum Mum at PENANG!!!

2009-07-24T15:07:00.000+08:00

hohohohoho.....finally...lastly...economic exam finish...yea...i though it would be very difficult...but who knows...hehe...nola...the paper may consider as neither easy nor diffcult...but nvm....at last can relax abit already...
ok...let's go to main topic...muahahaha....I had send my car to wash dis afternoon...yea..very clean d...Bt wat for i go and wash my car???
WHY???
bcoz.....I AM GOING TO PENANG ISLAND 2nite!!! FUYOH!!!
PENANG...I m coming!!!!
This journey is accompany by Miss Shirley Lim...(LENG LUI LAI DE)muahahahaha.....
She will guide me inside Penang...Hope she will bring me go gai gai and mum mum la...lolx...Besides Penang...Mc Donald...I M COMING!!!wuuu~~~
wish to eat McD for a damn damn long long time d....Mc Donald hurray!!!
Errr...oh ya....1 more thing...Shopping Mall...I m COMING!!!..
haha.....I m so happy through the whole day....hehehehe....

HoHoHoHo....HAPPY IVAN'S DAY!!!!

热到~~

2009-07-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

雨，很久没下来，花，就快要死了，尽管冲多少次凉，我还是觉得很热，到底何时，才会下雨，热，到我快ki siao，但，还是不会下大雨，如果天不在下雨，我会骂出他妈的，到底几时，才下大雨。。。
求求你放一些水当成雨水，求求你不要这样折磨我，过热天气会杀死很多生命，请你体谅一下，我们的痛痛苦！！！
求求你不要太自私可以吗，求求你为我们想一下~~，如果你不下雨，真的不下雨，你就死去holland。。哦哦~。。。你就死去holland。。。。

曹格的背叛改装版！！！

relax...

2009-07-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

hohoho...finally finish my accounting mid term...finally can rest...finally can play...finally can eat...finally can sleep...AND!!!FINALLY CAN CONTINUE MY 2 MISSIONS!!!haha...went for dinner with my classmate at FIRE CAFE...(errr...it is not a cafe which is burn with fire...jus a name oli)not bad the foods there...tasty too...n happy too...muahahaha....but i hav no idea y i m so happy 2day...yea....i feel good as well...

Waiting For u......

2009-07-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

Waiting for u,i m waiting for u,waiting for u kiss me in the night....
dis is wat i can say....
keep trying to become taller....keep on...keep on trying...
milk oso drink...basketball oso start to play again although there was an injured inside my body...
all jus wan to increase height....HEIGHT!!!!!

height...

2009-07-18T01:22:00.000+08:00

height is a problem???
how to increase height???
for me,i m stil nt tall enough...
ya...stil nt tall enough...
bt how to increase height???
can sum1 teach me???

Tiring...

2009-07-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

Again...one more exam passed...(public speaking)
very tiring having exam at 8.15pm!!!
diu nia seng...stupid utar management...
arrange our exam at night...
u all dunno we suffering ar???
tired like hell.....
niama....
but nvm...after exam i went for dinner wif my frenz....haha....muahahaha...dunno wat i laughing about....come on la....i ate hokkien ho fan tat time...wat the hell....
i m hungry like shit....shouldn't eat it...should order fried rice....
haiz...but still....

FAIL!!!!

2009-07-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

Finish my computer studies already...
conclusion=>FAIL!!!!!!!

good feeling..

2009-07-11T04:05:00.000+08:00

act i m quiet moody 2day...i was wonder WHY???even myself oso dunno....bt after back from yum cha...yeah...mood become good again...happy...haha....

fuyoh...

2009-07-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

finally finish that f..king english presentation d...but...stil gt public speaking presentation 2moro...omg...but..nvm la...i m well pro enough to present to in front of ppl...muahahha.....2moro i wil curse kao pang....hahahha.....

2009-07-07T11:18:00.001+08:00

Hohoho....finally they all came back d...so happy to see all of them come back...muahahahaha...
at least gt ppl can let me "shuang siao" liao...hahahahaha

Boring!!!

2009-07-05T15:29:00.001+08:00

WeekEnd.....
walao...all back hometown..
sibeh sien leh...
ntg to do....haizzz....

Time...@.@

2009-07-04T12:22:00.000+08:00

Second by Second..
Minutes by Minutes..
Hour by Hour..
Day by Day..
Week by Week
Month by Month..
Year by Year..

Is it Missing Someone is such so painfull???

LoV3?

2009-07-02T18:58:00.000+08:00

What is the reaction of loving someone???
What is the feel of loving someone???
What is the thinking of loving someone???

Well...i'm not so sure abt this...
well...i'm not sure about what feelings i feel everyday...

The FirSt @ EveR...@.@

2009-07-02T18:50:00.000+08:00

Well...this is my 1st time to create and compose a blog.

i wonder why i create it..

i wonder wat i should write..

i wonder why i should publish it n let people read..

i had think about this since few days ago..

but,i m stil cannot find out wat's the main reason i do this...

can somebody tell me???